So we had breakfast, packed his lunch, made sure both shoes were on his feet, piled in the van, and headed off to Reagan Academy. We arrived in plenty of time and, hand in hand, walked joyfully across the parking lot into the school. Then -- the fear struck. We found his classroom and his desk. And then -- the trembly lower lip. We brought the requested school supplies to the table at the front of the classroom. And his eyes were huge. Then came the thing every parent loves to hear, over the intercom, "Mrs. Judd, will you please come to the office? Mrs. Judd." So, in his hour of need I abandoned S and ran to the front office already knowing what I will find there. O -- having escaped my mom and the van, run across the parking lot, into the school looking for me (after I told him to stay with Grandma) -- was there with the same, "I'm gonna cry and I want mama now" look on his face that was present on his big brother's. So with O in tow, with a longing look at the bathroom where my bladder was hoping my feet would go, I returned to S's classroom. He was rooted to the very spot I left him, only just on the verge of hysterical tears. Long story short -- after a sincere avowal of my love and pride for him, some coaxing, a promise of a surprise in his lunch, and one last hug and kiss, I told him, "I really have to pee and then I'm going to go home," (I am one classy mom) "You be so brave and I will see you after school."
I took a picture of him at school with his "best smile" plastered on top of his tearful, fearful face.
I prayed all day in my heart for him, hoping that he remembered the Father's Blessing J gave him yesterday. If he had a bad experience today, school would be a horrendous fight every day for the rest of the year.
Fingers crossed and his tragic little face swimming before my vision, I still managed to have a reasonably good time while he was in school all day. When I picked him up, I craned my neck to see what state he was in. HALLELUJAH!!! He had a fantastic day and talked my ear off all the way home. Thank you, Heavenly Father! I think I'm going to like 3rd Grade.
(For those of you who are wondering why this was such an ordeal for S and his mom, S skipped 2nd Grade this year. All of his friends from last year are happily together in 2nd Grade, while he is in 3rd Grade, poor little stumpy halfie, 3 inches or more shorter than most of the kids in his class. Now you see why I was anxious?)